This would be me: I'm mentally conflicted. I'm one of those people that would look and feel hopeless. Nothing, but my oblivion to seek out. I'm hindered. Inside I am anger and sad, but I can't cry nor scream. I've lost it. I'm haunted by the eyes of the "outsiders" that sneer at me. Those eyes sit mainly on the heads of the silhouettes passing me day by day. I can see the ridicule and judging words leaking out of their eyes and mouths spreading their infectious poison around making more of their closed-minded zombies to laugh at me. My friends and family are the only ones I can see, but I guess that will fade in time so they will become silhouettes themselves. I know...because it's happening.
Trust would be my down fall, but it's hard to come by. I don't really have any known personal enemy, but that doesn't stop me from hating certain things. I'm kind at heart, but that's blocked by my own misery. I succumb to boredom and depression from loneliness and it makes me think...a lot.
Artists block comes once in a while. New and old things tend to pop into my head time and again. If artists block comes my way I'd read and/or listen to music of my interest. It helps a little.
Anything else?: I wouldn't say I'm a sane person. In fact I'm so crazy I laugh at blasphemy. Then again any other insane person would. The years of loneliness I've spent thinking about my sins and tempted by more sins has made me see the world a lot more clearly than most can comprehend. And I'm super happy that it's a sad, cold, and angry place. It's a big, fat, bad, cruel joke and it's a good laugh...for me maybe.
Current Residence: Imaginationland
Favourite genre of music: Rock(Christian, alternative, punk, and classic), Metal(Heavy and death), Industerial/Gothic, Classic symphony, Opera
Favorite bands/musician (I would use the bar under interests, but it's limited) : Dead by April, Bullet for my Valentine, Skillet, Korn, Within Temptation, Pink Floyd, Evanescence, Third Eye Blind, Three Days Grace, 3 Doors Down, Disturbed, Vocaloid, HIM, Oomph!, Angelzoom, Rob Zombie, Enya, Китай(Kit-I), Stain'd, Marilyn Manson, Breaking Benjamin, Shinedown, From Autumn to Ashes, Led Zeppelin, Nickleback, Incubus, Nightwish, Nine Inch Nails, Skinny Puppy, Fireflight, Apocalyptica, Epica, Sarah Brightman, Pantera, Seether
Favourite cartoon character: Flippy, Gir, Psycho, Kenny McCormick/Mysterion, Marceline, Flame Princess, Red, Lord Tourettes, Johnny C, Shmee, Todd (Squee), Nergal Jr, Sickness, Fluttershy, Pinkiepie, Discord, King Candy
Personal Quote: (1) Ignorance is bliss, but bliss is often ignored.
(2) Don't treat me like a normal person. I'm a freak just like everyone else.
(3) We are all the same in a different the way and we are all different in the same way.
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Longing 
